Scarzzy

I don't know how long it's been since I last came on here. A year? More? I'm not sure. All I can say is life is an ever changing, living, and evolving journey the likes of which leaves me regularly astounded. I remember days when my sadness consumed me, when all I could do was try to be good to those around me because I didn't want anyone to know the depths of my pain or for me to add to their own with laughably varying degrees of success. I did all could do day by day, year by year, struggling through the tar of desperation of something more until finally it coalesced into something magical. The nature of being human is a nuanced one. I don't view anything the way I once did. I feel different down to my dna. You're an angel to some and the devil to others. The holiest and greatest of humanity are always the villains in someone's story. Why wouldn't that be true of all of us?I spent my time here distracting myself from very serious problems and those years were full of lessons, both